Just got back from Svedmyra. Bought a bathroom scale and picked up some mail. I hate weighing myself, but if I don't want my food ghosts do re-appear I need to have my weight under control.
So.. i pulled my pants off (with the handcuffs and belts and shit the pants alone must weigh more than one of my arms) and got up on that damned thing and woohoo, I've gained about 4,5 kg so that has to go.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not obsessed with weight, but since I have a warped self-image I can't trust my own eyes when I look in the mirror. Being in control and keeping my weight from going up and down is my way to be sure I haven't gained 3 pounds over night even if it looks like that to me.

So I guess my plan to lose 4,5 KG is to stop with the sweets, no shit aye?, and start up with the push-ups and sit-ups again. Like I've said before I need to start working out again but I think I' more into doing just one thing rather than doing yoga here, and boxing there and aerobics here.. Maybe I'll take some dance classes, or karate or whatev.. Or gymnastics.. like acrobatics.. Since most of my bodyparts are kinda hypermobile and that could be good for my joints or something.
Or I'll take up pole- and/or belly-dancing..

Wish me luck on Sunday also, me and hubby are gonna look at some apartment that we will hopefully get.
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