14/1-2011
Two first weeks of the new year, Check
Getting knocked up, Check
Book a date for an abortion, Check
Drink myself stupid, Check
Make an ass out of myself and loving it, Check
Lose my bank card and my thingy for the internet bank, Check
Deciding to get myself together and start working on getting the life and persona I want, DOUBLE-CHECK!
Listening to The Doors, waiting for dinner to get ready.. I seriously need to get time for a tattoo.. I know FOUR at least that I want to get done now..
One Jim Morrison inspirated, two Mötley Crüe and one with my fav quote with a insect I have a soft side for.
We'll see how much they'll cost so I can start already..
Don't really know what to write. I'm stupid in that way.. that I don't write when I ACTUALLY have something to say.. Oh well, quote that won't leave my head:
"i am the lizard king
i can do anything
We came down
The rivers and highways
We came down from
Forests and falls"
Getting knocked up, Check
Book a date for an abortion, Check
Drink myself stupid, Check
Make an ass out of myself and loving it, Check
Lose my bank card and my thingy for the internet bank, Check
Deciding to get myself together and start working on getting the life and persona I want, DOUBLE-CHECK!
Listening to The Doors, waiting for dinner to get ready.. I seriously need to get time for a tattoo.. I know FOUR at least that I want to get done now..
One Jim Morrison inspirated, two Mötley Crüe and one with my fav quote with a insect I have a soft side for.
We'll see how much they'll cost so I can start already..
Don't really know what to write. I'm stupid in that way.. that I don't write when I ACTUALLY have something to say.. Oh well, quote that won't leave my head:
"i am the lizard king
i can do anything
We came down
The rivers and highways
We came down from
Forests and falls"
7/1-11
"Life is like a box, Life is like a book"
No! Life IS a box, Life IS a book!
Either you love living in your big fat box, cuddling up in there with a huge smile on your face over all the empty presents you're given. Or you spend your entire life kicking that lid, trying to get it open. trying to see what more there is, trying to get a peek of what's out there and WHO THE FUCK PUT YOU THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!
And then you have the book..
Every single day you write a new page, in the font you were told to. In the color you were told to. At the fucking pace you were told to! And you can't skip a few chapters, taking everything in your own order, oh no! God forbid!
No! Life IS a box, Life IS a book!
Either you love living in your big fat box, cuddling up in there with a huge smile on your face over all the empty presents you're given. Or you spend your entire life kicking that lid, trying to get it open. trying to see what more there is, trying to get a peek of what's out there and WHO THE FUCK PUT YOU THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!
And then you have the book..
Every single day you write a new page, in the font you were told to. In the color you were told to. At the fucking pace you were told to! And you can't skip a few chapters, taking everything in your own order, oh no! God forbid!
"Dear Diary!
Today I got up, ate breakfast, went to work,
AND PUSHED MY ENTIRE FUCKING FIST UP MY BOSS PUSSY!"
Today I got up, ate breakfast, went to work,
AND PUSHED MY ENTIRE FUCKING FIST UP MY BOSS PUSSY!"
That's not okey.. That's not an acceptable entry in your life, in your book, right?
Dont take everything literally, you get my point.
Fuck it.
I need to find my own book.
A book with a velvet cover and lines that I can actually follow. A book that makes me smile when I stroke its back.
I want a pen to write in shimmering gold.
But where do I find it?
Is there a cab I can take to some magic bookstore that sells you these books?
Dont take everything literally, you get my point.
Fuck it.
I need to find my own book.
A book with a velvet cover and lines that I can actually follow. A book that makes me smile when I stroke its back.
I want a pen to write in shimmering gold.
But where do I find it?
Is there a cab I can take to some magic bookstore that sells you these books?
